My day was filled with surprises. It may be hard to comprehend but I know that what transpired today will just be another thing in the past come tomorrow.
I had a conversation with Gil earlier over the phone and I was surprised of his decision not to push through with medical school next year. At first I was furious to the point that I nearly yelled at him over the phone. He was the one who dragged me into the whole thing of going to medical school and all of a sudden he would back out. I could not understand what he was trying to tell me at first. It seems that my whole world stopped for a moment. I could not even hear what he's trying to tell me. A minute passed and we were back in conversation again. I started to hear him out and I know his reasons are far beyond his decision not push through as planned. We almost talked for an hour and I'm beginning to see the value of his apprehensions for the moment. I wish they would just go away so that we can proceed as planned and thus put everybody in a happy place. But one thing I have learned from what we conversed earlier; a decision should be thought of a thousand times; weighing the pros and the cons and testing it in clear waters so that we could gauge the effect.
Honestly, the conversation Gil and I had earlier rocked my plans for next year. But nevertheless, I will still proceed as planned. I just ask the Lord to guide me....
You, Lord have always been there for me. I know you'll never tire...
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